“Don’t you see? Don’t you understand? You’re the love of my life. I can’t leave you. But you’re constantly leaving me. You walk away when you want, you come back when you want. Not everyone. Not your friends. But you leave me. So I’m asking you, if you don’t see a future for us, if you’re not in this… Please… please just end it because I can’t. I’m in it. Put me out of my misery.”
— Grey’s Anatomy  

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moving out with a mini fridge

I get to end my freshman year tomorrow, I get to move back to charlotte which I’m super pumped about.  I’m so excited to spend time with my brothers and take them to see all the new 3D kids movies.  I don’t have as much stuff as my room mate taylor, and I normally take the rosie the riveter approach to moving stuff, but moving out without help from one of my parents has been stressful and emotional.  Yesterday I had to move a mini-fridge out by myself and I completely cut up my hand.  It took about an hour and some of the dads passed me and gave me looks of sympathy.  Most of them were too busy carrying their own daughters mini-fridges to help me with mine but it was nice of them to notice.  I feel like the question of whether or not I am independent (with respect to being 19 years of age) has been answered.  I am independent, I completed my first semester on the deans list, neither of my parents called me or asked how it was going.  My grandparents shot me an email occasionally which was really nice.  I am independent, but I don’t know if I want to be.  I don’t mind moving a mini fridge out by myself but you know… I just wish for miracles in these situations.  I don’t even imagine either of my parents knows when I am coming home, I could get in a car accident on the way back and they probably wouldn’t suspect anything if I didn’t come home.  At least Niclas knows I’m coming home.  I’m excited to work again. I’m excited to see all my friends especially toffie.  I saw Lukas and Liam a few weeks ago and Lukas was so so so tall.  We had conversations, I’m sad to be missing these months with them.

I’m excited to see my high school friends, if I still have any.

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The bride surnamed Li cut her wrists and tried to commit suicide after her boyfriend broke up with her just before the marriage.

The bride surnamed Li cut her wrists and tried to commit suicide after her boyfriend broke up with her just before the marriage.

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Peter Sarsgaard pushes daughter Ramona on a bike near their home in Brooklyn.

Peter Sarsgaard pushes daughter Ramona on a bike near their home in Brooklyn.

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This was a story about a girl who could find infinite beauty in anything, any little thing, and even love the person she was trapped with.

This was a story about a girl who could find infinite beauty in anything, any little thing, and even love the person she was trapped with.

(via travelingnymph)

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“Suicide is just a moment. This is how she described it to me. For just a moment, it doesn’t matter that you’ve got people who love you and the sun is shining and there’s a movie coming out this weekend that you’ve been dying to see. It hits you all of a sudden that nothing is ever going to be okay, ever, and you kind of dare yourself. You pick up a knife and press it gently to your skin, you look out a nineteenth-story window and you think, I could just do it. I could just do it. And most of the time, you look at the height and you get scared, or you think about the poor people on the sidewalk below - what if there are kids coming home from school and they have to spend the rest of their lives trying to forget this terrible thing you’re going to make them see? And the moment’s over. You think about how sad it would’ve been if you never got to see that movie, and you look at your dog and wonder who would’ve taken care of her if you had gone. And you go back to normal. But you keep it there in your mind. Even if you never take yourself up on it, it gives you a kind of comfort to know that the day is yours to choose. You tuck it away in your brain like sour candy tucked in your cheek, and the puckering memory it leaves behind, the rough pleasure of running your tongue over its strange terrain, is exactly the same. The day was hers to choose, and perhaps in that treetop moment when she looked down and saw the yard, the world, her life, spread out below her, perhaps she chose to plunge toward it headlong. Perhaps she saw before her a lifetime of walking on the ruined earth and chose instead a single moment in the air.”
— Carolyn Parkhurst, The Dogs of Babel (via larmoyante)

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“You think that I haven’t thought this through? You think that we don’t love each other? You know, I have loved this girl for 19 years, Ben. That is fully half my life. I know everything there is to know about her. I know the mood she’s in when she wakes up in the morning. Always happy, ready for the day, can you imagine? I know that she is honest. She won’t even take the little shampoo bottles from the hotel room or sneak into the movie theater for a double feature. She always buys a second ticket. Always. I know that we have the same values. We have the same taste. We have the same sense of humor. I know that we both think that organized religion is completely full of shit. I know that if she is ever paralyzed for the neck down, she would like me to unplug her and I will. I know her position on just about everything and I am on board. I am on board with everything about her. So you tell me Ben, what better woman could I have picked to be the mother of my child? Seriously. What more responsible choice could I have made, you tell me. Fucking prick. So whatever happens- whatever the fuck happens- this year or next year or ever we’re going to be fine. OK?”
— Jason in Friends with Kids (via courtney-marie)

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